Chapter 8, Becoming a Better Version of Yourself
I immediately sat up straight, shifting my gaze to Song Lixian, and the small flame that was burning brightly in my heart was instantly extinguished
I subconsciously glanced at the mirror on the wall, and to my surprise, I was startled by what I saw. Who is that dejected girl in the mirror? Have I really been wearing this expression for an entire week?
Do you have any worries lately? Why not share them with me? Song Lixian asked me cautiously, resting his chin on his hand like a young girl. Coupled with his dressing style, I felt an urge to vomit just from a glance.
I wondered why he was reading the newspaper so early in the morning and speaking in such a pretentious manner; it turns out it was because of this. His stubbornness truly leaves me at a loss.
I seem to have hurt him, but at this moment my mind is completely blank, and I cannot think of so much. Fortunately, after a short while, the roller coaster finally came to a stop. Qin Qiuyue and I got off the ride, feeling dizzy and weak, leaning against the railing and retching continuously, attracting disdainful glances from those around us
I rolled my eyes
Qin Qiuyue seemed to have heard the call of my heart, and after knocking on the door for a while with a "thud thud," there was no more sound, probably having left.
The place is bustling with activity; as I look around, I see people everywhere—students, couples, as well as adults and children. Large helium balloons float in the air, and the vendors selling cold drinks are energetically calling out to customers. It has been a long time since I have experienced such a relaxed atmosphere. After purchasing the tickets, Qin Qiuyue approaches me with two cotton candies in hand and offers me one.
Seeing his persistence, I became even more frustrated
I joyfully darted back and forth across the venue, only to find that Qin Qiuyue was nowhere to be seen. A quick glance revealed him slowly making his way towards me. Haha, moving so slowly, how can he still have the audacity to bet with me!
Marshmallow! I haven't had it in a long time! I exclaimed, remembering that the last time I had it was a year ago
Qin Qiuyue bought many tickets for various attractions, such as the log flume, roller coaster, carousel, bumper cars, pirate ship, and Ferris wheel. He originally intended to buy tickets for bungee jumping, but I couldn't handle it due to my heart condition, so I stopped him. Given the limited time, it was impossible to enjoy all these attractions.
He exerted all his strength, seized Qin Qiuyue, and then, like herding a pig, directly pushed Qin Qiuyue out.
"So it was you who grabbed me... I thought my hand was caught by something!" He finally felt a bit more comfortable, leaning against the railing, but the moment I saw his face, I couldn't help but burst out laughing. The more I looked, the funnier it became, and I ended up laughing so hard that my stomach hurt
"Hey, this is so childish!" I said disdainfully as I wanted to take it off, but he stopped me, saying, "Didn’t we agree to come out and relax? Let’s just be kids for a day!" As he spoke, he pinched my nose.
Thus, I tuned the television to the music channel and began to sing loudly along with the music, intentionally off-key. In less than five minutes, Song Lixian broke down. He finally realized my dissatisfaction and my potential threat, and thus activated his mode of trying to please me. He prepared delicious food for me one moment, and the next moment found my favorite TV series for me to watch, almost massaging my back and shoulders. I lay on the sofa, feeling very comfortable, yes, this is how it should be!
Lying on the bed, I stared blankly at the ceiling, burdened with thoughts
The younger sister is the most well-behaved! Song Lixian finally smiled with satisfaction, he was delighted, but I was utterly depressed
Romeo and Juliet ah
Tsk tsk tsk, I really can't stand it. I must find a way to thoroughly brainwash him another day. However, that is impossible today. I opened a comic book and sadly thought, it seems I can only spend this Sunday in this manner
Hehe, we really are in sync. I was just thinking about going out with you. Recently, a new amusement park has opened, and several American blockbusters have been released. Where would you like to go first
"Naixue, you ... ..." He appeared flustered
"Hello, are you alright?" Seeing his pale face and the sweat pouring down, I felt a bit worried
Woe is me, I am so pitiful
After everything was organized, he awkwardly cleared his throat twice and said to me: "This time your scream was louder, you lost"
I pursed my lips and reluctantly nodded my head
I rested my chin on my hand, gazing out the window, lamenting how my precious time has been wasted, and I am filled with a sense of unwillingness!
Roller coasters are not that scary, after all, even children are playing on them! I am not afraid at all
I was absentmindedly reading a book when I suddenly noticed the sound. Startled, I sat up quickly and hurried to the window. My goodness, it was Qin Qiuyue! How could he have come to my window? Is he a superhero?
What he mentioned are all my favorites, and as soon as I heard them, I became completely excited; he truly deserves to be called the worm in my stomach
"Who is it at this time of day?" Drawn by the doorbell, Song Lixian scratched his head and reluctantly ran to the door to open it
I have known that guy for so many years, how could I not know if he is reliable? Moreover, even if I go out to have fun, I do not want to go with Song Lixian, as he will definitely take me to internet cafes and game halls, or to KTV. Given his bad temper, what if we encounter someone else on the way and get into a fight over a trivial matter? Furthermore, these places are not at all upscale; being with Qin Qiuyue, at least there will be some "meat" to eat.
However, it was not long before a series of "thud thud" knocking sounds suddenly came from outside the window
There seemed to be a look of panic in his eyes, and he lowered his head, somewhat shyly saying to me: "You already know, huh"
Look, in order to win over a wealthy boyfriend, Li Meiyi actually harmed her friend of many years. And this Dialong, who pretends to like the young lady from the Xiang family, has such a wicked heart! I think he should be locked up in the police station for some time to be disciplined!" He spoke passionately, as if he knew these two people.
Nai Xue, all I have said is merely to inform you that most people from wealthy families are often beautiful on the outside but flawed on the inside, which is why there are so many chaotic matters. I believe that Qin Qiuyue is certainly no exception, so keep your distance from him. Just look at his peach blossom eyes, constantly winking at you; what good could he possibly be
I was intimidated by his low pressure and could only nod timidly
"Nai Xue's brother, please don't get too excited! Nai Xue and I just went out to have some fun, look at how she is holding it in!" Qin Qiuyue said politely while winking at me.
Song Lixian is really angry, and the consequences seem to be quite serious
"Celebrity? Who is it?"
Once, I came from a well-off family, was good-looking, and had everything going for me. I seemed like a favored daughter of heaven, which led me to develop a proud and arrogant character from a young age.
He, who has always been clever, now looks like a fool, staring at me without blinking, as sweat drips down from his forehead, landing on his long eyelashes
Tsk tsk, the wealthy never seem to rest! Early in the morning, Song Lixian, who had just bought breakfast, walked over, shaking his head. He unfolded the newspaper in his hand and placed it in front of me. I looked down and was immediately struck by the news of Li Meiyi and Di Yalong.
However, this week was not without its gains, as the verdict I had been anticipating finally made the headlines. Li Meiyi was imprisoned, while Di Yalong was only detained for a few days before being bailed out by his family, but as a result, his reputation was ruined.
"Hey, hurry up, what are you afraid of?" Qin Qiuyue said as she glanced inside, then commanded, "Go, stuff your doll under the blanket to pretend it's you, then take the key to the door, lock it, and even if he wakes up, he won't be able to open the door!"
"That's not right, I see that some people's voices are even louder than mine!" I hurriedly retorted
I suddenly understand why the heavens did not allow me to simply disappear from this world, but instead chose to change my life. It is to help me truly recognize myself and examine my shortcomings
I turned on the computer, intending to check for interesting places nearby. Just then, my phone rang, and to my surprise, it was Qin Qiuyue. Could it be that he wants to invite me out for some fun? I felt a surge of joy and quickly answered the call
I just stared at him foolishly, yet I could do nothing, and I couldn't help but feel a wave of sadness. Alas, Xiangnai Xue, how did you end up in such a situation?
Ouch, it hurts so much! The place where your brother hit me before still hurts, and now you hit me again!" he said, covering his head.
I have come to take you out!" He lowered his voice, "Look, I secretly brought a ladder, so you can come down with me!
Ah, it hurts so much! Qin Qiuyue groaned in pain, and before I could even see how badly he was injured, Song Lixian pulled me away.
"Hello, Naixue, are you free?" Qin Qiuyue's voice sounded extremely cheerful
When going to the amusement park, it is essential to buy these adorable items! He looked as if he understood me very well, and then, as if performing a magic trick, he pulled out a Mickey Mouse headband and placed it on my head
Indeed, the next moment, Song Lixian was so enraged that he jumped up, immediately took off his shoes and threw them at Qin Qiuyue, shouting as he struck, "You actually dare to provoke me, who said I couldn't stop you!"
The matter of going out to have fun has been delayed like this, and what leaves me even more speechless is that Song Lixian actually took away my phone and computer as well. He said it was a last resort to prevent me from secretly contacting Qin Qiuyue. Oh heavens, I am already in such a miserable state, why do you have to send a Song Lixian to torment me further
Song Lixian became even angrier as he saw him getting closer to me. In a fit of impulse, he actually threw his shoe at Qin Qiuyue. However, he usually couldn't even throw a dart accurately, so how could he possibly hit Qin Qiuyue? I only saw the shoe tracing a beautiful parabola in the air before heading straight towards me, and I instinctively screamed. At that critical moment, Qin Qiuyue shielded me with his body, getting hit on the head by Song Lixian's foul-smelling and hard shoe.
Indeed
He had no complaints, slowly opened his eyes, and smiled brightly: "Alright, the ugliest person!"
Song Lixian is absolutely right; I have been feeling down lately. I do not know what could possibly lift my spirits. Although my case has concluded and the true culprit has been found, which should make me happy, every time I think of the expressions on Li Meiyi and Di Yalong's faces that day, my heart feels as if it is being twisted, aching in waves.
At this moment, the setting sun gradually descends, radiating residual warmth. The sky is painted a beautiful crimson, and the soft glow falls upon him, so beautiful that it seems almost unreal
Qin Qiuyue, from now on, I will no longer care about those who have hurt me, because there are people who are more worthy of my concern
Hmph, you say I cannot stop you? Nonsense!
Are you feeling down? Is it that obvious?
When Qin Qiuyue saw me approaching, she immediately waved at me like a lucky cat. I suppressed the urge to scream and hurriedly opened the window
"When I say no, it means no. Nai Xue will not go out with you!" He said this childishly, with his hands on his hips and his head held high, glaring at Qin Qiuyue, and my heart shattered in an instant
"Hurry up and follow me!" Qin Qiuyue was feeling a bit overwhelmed
I was unable to prevent the occurrence of this moment, and I stood there in a daze watching Qin Qiuyue being pushed out the door
Qin Qiuyue, in a moment of impulse, made a bet with me. Upon hearing him say this, I became excited: "Alright, let's bet!"
Qin Qiuyue knocked on the door, shouting "Let me in," while Song Lixian, ignoring her, angrily went to the kitchen to bring a chair and sat directly at the door.
We played happily like this for quite a while, and time flew by. Reluctantly, he and I got off the car, only to realize that his back was completely soaked. His height was too tall, and sitting in such a small car was quite uncomfortable. After a while, he started to sweat a lot.
Hmph, stop making excuses! The moment I laid eyes on you, I found you displeasing. How can someone so beautiful be a boy? You must be up to no good! Children from wealthy families are never good people, so keep your distance from us, Naixue! From now on, do not call her; if you do, I will hang up every time!
I sighed and set the newspaper aside. Enough, I won't look at it anymore; the more I read, the more distressed I become
I have temporarily set my mind at ease, yet I still feel somewhat uncomfortable; such a lack of willpower, to leave at a moment's notice
Li Meiyi has never regarded me as a true friend, this is her lie
After comforting myself in this way for a while, my mood improved significantly
Song Lixian turned his head to look at me, and I nodded with great grievance, hoping that he could show some leniency
Upon exiting the amusement park, Qin Qiuyue's "makeup" attracted the attention of passersby. However, he seemed completely unconcerned, walking casually beside me with his hands in his pockets
It seems I need to thoroughly brainwash him, who says that children from wealthy families are all bad, that is not the case!
If it is said that the pull of fate has led the three of us to this outcome, it is better to say that the three of us have brought each other to this outcome
Song Lixian seems to be angrier than before, what should I do? Is it really impossible to go out?
I turned around and secretly glanced at Song Lixian. At this moment, he had already leaned back in his chair and fallen asleep, even drooling. It seems that he will not wake up for the time being
"Well, since you are so stubborn, I can only forcibly take Naixue away. After all, you can't stop me," Qin Qiuyue said, having no other way to deal with him. He decided to be straightforward and raised an eyebrow at him, "Do you want to come along as well?"
However, I cannot place all the blame on others
His action startled me into a scream, and I immediately felt the entire building sway
If I go, what will happen if Song Lixian wakes up and finds that I am missing
"Be quieter, be careful not to wake him up," Qin Qiuyue made a "shh" gesture at me. I stuck out my tongue and immediately closed my mouth. Qin Qiuyue gradually folded the long ladder and then hid it in the bushes, saying that this way, he could sneak upstairs again when he returned.
Not only is there emptiness, but I am simply so idle that I feel restless. Hurry up and take me out to have some fun! I complained to him, my heart already flying out the window.
I looked at Qin Qiuyue in speechless frustration; I must say, his demeanor is truly infuriating.
How could Qin Qiuyue be an easy target? His agility is remarkable, and in just a few moves, he evaded him, taking two steps as one, leaping behind me like a monkey
He took a sip of water and said with a nonchalant smile, "Of course, it's nothing. This time you indeed won, go ahead and draw!" He closed his eyes, and his long eyelashes fluttered.
In the dream, I felt like an observer, watching the story of the three of us. It was then that I realized that although I often acted with good intentions, the arrogant, self-centered Xiang Nai Xue was truly unpleasant
I stole a glance at him and returned to the room in a dejected manner. His mood was too low, so I might as well seek refuge!
I didn't realize your mind was so sharp! I gave him a thumbs up
The hairstyle blown by the wind, deliberately screaming loudly, clumsily driving the bumper car, waiting for me to crash into you, these are all your tricks, aren't they? You know I haven't been happy lately, so you're trying to find ways to cheer me up, right?
Alright, considering how hard he has worked to take me out for fun, I will listen to him today! Moreover, he is right; since we are out to have fun, we should be a little crazier.
I just hurt you, I apologize! I do not forget what happened before, I picked up his hand to take a look
Ah? Where? Let me take a look
I swallowed hard; it seemed like this was the first time he had lost his temper in front of me. His demeanor was no less intimidating than my father's when he was angry, revealing that his tough-guy persona was not merely an act.
"How did you come here?" Both Song Lixian and I exclaimed in unison, and I almost jumped up from the sofa. Is he here to pick me up?
After a series of playful antics, Qin Qiuyue and I finally arrived at the largest amusement park in the city
"Is it really necessary to go to such lengths just to make me happy?"
I got out of bed, and since things have come to a pause, I must also set aside my worries and take a good rest for a while
Song Lixian seemed to realize how frightening he had just been, coughed twice, and softened his tone: "Nai Xue, it's not that I don't let you go out with your friends, nor do I think you are foolish, but... that boy really doesn't seem reliable. If you want to go out and have fun, come with me!"
Heavens, am I really unable to go out today?
I hurriedly stuffed a bun into his mouth to silence him, then with a forced smile said: "Let's eat!"
Going out with you is not as good as killing me
During this period, I have thought a lot. Sometimes, even in my dreams, I recall the past, dreaming of the days I spent with Li Meiyi and the days of passionate love with Dialong
It seems he wants to take revenge, but I am not afraid of him at all
After extensive discussions, we have chosen the roller coaster as our first amusement project. Although I have never experienced it since childhood, I am truly eager to give it a try
Nai Xue, be good... Whenever I see you now, I think of that young lady from the Xiang family lying in the hospital. I really don't want you to encounter bad boys either! Just listen to your brother this once, okay?
Alright, just don't cry if you lose then
The wind was blowing fiercely against my face, and my heart felt as if it were being trampled by countless little people. After enduring for a long time, I finally erupted, screaming "Ah ah ah". My hand uncontrollably grasped Qin Qiuyue's arm, gripping it tightly, and then a scream louder than my own erupted from his mouth.
These days, I have been contemplating this issue, and the answer is that I too am at fault, though I have simply never realized it before
I softly said: "Qin Qiuyue, you are so foolish."
Qin Qiuyue saw that I was all set, shrugged his shoulders, and said helplessly: "Alright, I admit defeat, as long as you are happy"
Dylan has never loved me, this is his lie
I looked at him helplessly, put down my chopsticks, and returned to the room
I feel so troubled, as if there are two little people fighting in my mind, constantly arguing with each other
"I really just went out to have fun, I won't bully her!" Qin Qiuyue spoke earnestly, but Song Lixian had an attitude of "I won't listen, I won't listen, I just won't listen."
Of course I know, I'm not a fool. I said with a hint of reproach, continuing to wipe the ink marks for him
Seeing his animated expression, I was so amused that I almost sprayed water everywhere
He looked at me with pleading eyes, which made me feel somewhat guilty inside. At this moment, I was truly conflicted. I really wanted to go out and have fun with Qin Qiuyue; having not seen him for the past few days, I found myself missing him a bit. But then I thought, although Song Lixian is not my brother, he is indeed Song Naixue's brother. Given how innocent Song Naixue is, Song Lixian would naturally be worried. I really wanted to go out and have fun with Qin Qiuyue; having not seen him for the past few days, I found myself missing him a bit. But then I thought, although Song Lixian is not my brother, he is indeed Song Naixue's brother. Given how innocent Song Naixue is, Song Lixian would naturally be worried.
He is not as scary as you imagine! I held back for a moment, but I couldn't help it, looking at Song Lixian with a pitiful expression, using my skills to act cute, "He treats me very well, he is different from those people, why don't you believe me? I'm not a fool!"
I was taken aback by his actions, as I did not expect that today he would not only exhibit exceptional combat prowess but also display such a resolute attitude
I smiled at him and said, "And you are that person"
It seems that even eating cannot silence him
Haha, Qin Qiuyue, your hairstyle has been blown into a slicked-back style by the wind! Hahaha!
I am shouting because you are pinching me
"Qin Qiuyue, I want to draw you as the ugliest person!" Saying this, I drew two unsightly mustaches above his mouth
"Alas, look at how I've drawn this, yet I've still managed to charm a number of people," he said, smiling proudly at me
I hurried over, only to be met with his strange smile: "Just kidding!"
My hands gently covered his ears, and he was startled by my action, his face instantly turned red
Am I not at fault?
"Don't wipe it off," he pushed my hand away, "Don't you think I look funny like this?" As he spoke, he began to make all sorts of funny faces at me, even imitating a camel dancing and a gorilla walking. I was amused by his comical appearance and burst into laughter, and more and more people on the road started to pay attention to us.
But this is only "perhaps", everything cannot return to the way it was, the wounds from the knives they stabbed into my chest cannot disappear, and the mistakes they made cannot be undone. Now, all I can do is to correct my past shortcomings and become a better version of myself, so that I can truly grasp the people and things around me and attain happiness
Hearing him say this, I immediately widened my eyes and exclaimed, "What a good idea!"
Song Lixian can sleep a lot; no matter what, he needs to sleep for at least three hours. With this insurance method, I can go out and play for five hours! Haha, it's settled then, let's go out and have fun!
The one who loses must paint their face with flowers! he said, squinting his eyes
I hold my face in despair, sobbing, and when my mood is poor, my skin suffers as well
He closed his eyes and prepared himself
You ... ... I was so angry that I stamped my feet, wanting to hit him, but he immediately ran away, making faces at me as he ran.
I exerted force with my foot and immediately charged towards him, crashing into his car with great impact. He let out a "Ouch!" which made me burst into laughter.
It seems that I should not go out after all, what if I provoke him again
What happened? I already knew about this news, so I just glanced at it and continued brushing my teeth
Song Lixian's expression immediately turned sour when I presented this condition, and just then, the doorbell rang unexpectedly
It was agreed that the person who calls out louder will be considered the loser
If Qin Qiuyue were standing in front of him now, he would have probably suffered a calamity long ago
He seemed not to have anticipated that I would do this, standing frozen in place, staring at me without moving.
Unfair! I am increasingly dissatisfied, humph, if I could defeat him, I certainly would not listen to him!
"Don't be so shameless," I said, handing him a tissue. "Wipe it off."
"I didn't do it on purpose; I can only say that your patience is insufficient." As I spoke, I took out a red marker, "I don't care; you lost, and that's that!"
"Nai Xue, just tell me!" he said, his mouth full of buns, speaking indistinctly, his cheeks puffed up like steamed buns.
Wow... you are really impressive! I couldn't help but exclaim, he is truly clever, to think of such a method.
I looked at him in terror, what is he doing? Is it necessary to go this far? I was merely making a phone call to Qin Qiuyue, is that not permissible?
My mind has always been exceptionally sharp! He smiled at me proudly, wrapped his arm around me, and said, "Don't you think we look like a pair of celebrities?"
I lay on the bed in boredom, occasionally glancing at Song Lixian. At that moment, he resembled a watch dog, yawning while holding a comic book, looking utterly amusing.
"Alright... I promise you." I nodded weakly, but as soon as I thought of the amusement park and the movie, my heart twitched.
I am very dissatisfied with this; however, Ke Songlixian is doing well, hiding in his room playing games, while I can only sit in front of the television, staring blankly.
Ah? He immediately covered his head and then turned his back to me to fix his hairstyle. Sigh, this guy's idol burden is too heavy!
I was extremely happy, and casually drew the character "王" on his forehead. Clearly, Qin Qiuyue was not satisfied with my drawing skills and tried several times to wipe it off, but I stopped him each time. Thus, he went around with the character "王" on his forehead as we made our way to the bumper cars.
Song Lixian suddenly appeared in my room, emerging from behind me like a tiger descending a mountain, snatching my phone with a fierce grin and shouting at the phone: "Qin Qiuyue, you are harassing our Naixue again!"
I burst into laughter, happily rolling on the sofa, ready to go out and have fun, ready to go out and have fun
That day, after completing the record with Qin Qiuyue, I returned home early
Upon seeing me, he immediately fled, and I sprang into action, and the two of us instantly engaged in a game of cat and mouse
He smiled ambiguously, but I felt extremely awkward because of him, so I casually hit his head and said, "What nonsense are you talking about!"
I cautiously curled up on the sofa, looking at Qin Qiuyue with a sense of grievance
I absolutely do not want to draw strange things on my face
I do not know what has happened to him, but he suddenly let out a cry of "ao".
Then why do you still want to go out with him
"Qin Qiuyue, what brings you here? Our family does not welcome you!" Song Lixian said angrily, instantly dampening my spirits
I saw his face turn bright red, and then I looked at the soundly sleeping Song Lixian. Initially, I really wanted to go out, but after Song Lixian got angry, I began to hesitate—should I go or not
I am somewhat angry and want to snatch the phone, but Song Lixian keeps dodging left and right, making it impossible for me to grab it, how infuriating!
I confidently took my seat, but when the roller coaster started moving, I realized that everything was not as easy as I had imagined. It was truly frightening! The roller coaster, resembling a dragon, twisted and turned through the tunnel, and I deeply experienced the sensation of free falling.
Song Naixue! He called me with a cold face, icy and stern, saying, "Did I not tell you not to have any dealings with him?"
Qin Qiuyue, rest assured, I am not that fragile. After this period of reflection, I have come to understand a lot and no longer trouble myself with trivial matters. Those unpleasant pasts and painful experiences, let them fade away with the wind. I now want to become a better version of myself, even if I do not know exactly who I am at this moment
Qin Qiuyue entered the room with a smile, completely natural, and entirely ignored the petrified Song Lixian. With a 'bang', she closed the door and calmly said: 'I am here to take you out for some fun'
What are you laughing at? Is it really that funny? He was at a loss whether to laugh or cry
After brushing my teeth, I still picked up the newspaper to take a look. Half of the entire newspaper was dedicated to this news, which detailed Li Meiyi's motives and the process of her crime, as well as her earlier involvement with Dialong. It contained not only text but also photographs. The reporters seemed to have obtained such detailed information from somewhere; the background and consequences of the incident were all included, with a plot full of twists and turns, resembling a novel about the grudges of wealthy families
This time he challenged me again: "This time, whoever collides with whom first will be considered the winner, and the loser will have to draw something on their face"
I shook my aching head, thought for a moment, and ultimately decided to let it go. Going out to have fun can be done any day; it doesn't have to be today. In any case, it is better to first soothe Song Lixian. Since I said I would learn to think from others' perspectives, I must follow through on that commitment.
Seeing him like this, I suddenly felt extremely happy
I know that Nai Xue has become slimmer and more beautiful now, and there are many people pursuing her, but that does not mean she will like you! Even if she is willing to go out and have fun with you, I will not allow her to go. Give up on this thought; as long as I, Song Lixian, still have breath in me, I will never allow you to get close to her!" Song Lixian reverted to his fierce nature and said fiercely into the phone. Give up on this thought; as long as I, Song Lixian, still have breath in me, I will never allow you to get close to her!" Song Lixian reverted to his fierce nature and said fiercely into the phone.
Looking out at the clear sky, I suddenly realized that I have been deep in thought at home for quite some time and have not gone out to have fun. With such good weather, wouldn't it be a waste not to go out
Perhaps my overly calm demeanor startled Song Lixian, as he hurried over to ask, "Naixue, have you been feeling unwell lately? Why does it seem like your mood has been off these days?"
"I fear you!" I raised an eyebrow and glared at him with authority
After leaving the bumper car area, Qin Qiuyue initially wanted to continue playing with me. However, upon checking the time, I became quite worried and suggested that we head home. With no other option, he reluctantly refunded the ticket and took me home
Nai Xue, you stay here and behave well, I still have a game to play, please do not disturb me! He finally revealed his true colors, it turns out he still wants to leave me behind to play games!
Crying for a while might help, I comfort myself this way. But this is merely self-deception. In the following week, I spent my days in a daze.
Many times, I believe that what I am doing is good for a person, yet they do not feel the same way, and I have never cared about their feelings. I enjoy controlling others, but they do not like being controlled by me. I always underestimate the abilities of those around me, imagining myself as a savior, unaware that in the eyes of others, I am merely an arrogant person. This arrogant person has, from childhood to adulthood, taken it for granted that others like me, which is why I have never noticed the glaring flaws in Deyalon's eyes when he professed his love for me. I was blinded by his hypocritical love, and I always underestimated the abilities of those around me, imagining myself as a savior, unaware that in the eyes of others, I am merely an arrogant person. This arrogant person has, from childhood to adulthood, taken it for granted that others like me, which is why I have never noticed the glaring flaws in Deyalon's eyes when he professed his love for me. I was blinded by his hypocritical love, leading to the situation I find myself in today
I nodded to Qin Qiuyue, rolled up my sleeves, and began to make arrangements. In less than 10 minutes, everything was ready. Then, with Qin Qiuyue's help, I successfully escaped from upstairs. At the moment I landed, I couldn't help but cheer: "I finally made it out!"
"Oh, look, actually lying on the sofa while eating fruit and watching a TV series is not bad at all!" Song Lixian grinned at me with a big smile.
Oh no, don't do that, quickly wipe it off! I forcibly held him down and took the initiative to wipe the marks off his face
If I don't go, wouldn't Qin Qiuyue be wasting her efforts? Moreover, I really want to go as well
I was really bored, so I decided to find some fun. For the first time, I decided to tidy up the house, but it wasn't a proper tidying up. I took a broom and started to flail around the room, deliberately making noise to disturb Song Lixian, who couldn't continue playing. In the end, he made a decision and snatched the broom away from me
With a determination to win, I sat in the bumper car, and as I pressed the accelerator, the bumper car dashed out joyfully
If I were to disregard his thoughts and recklessly go out, he would surely create a huge uproar, and in the end, I would still be the one to suffer
Let's go to the amusement park first, and when we get tired from playing, we can go watch a movie! I want to go bungee jumping, and I want to ride the roller coaster, and also... I chattered away like a sparrow, completely unaware that danger was already approaching
After returning home, I shut myself in and cried under the covers for an entire night. I do not know why I cried so sorrowfully; I always feel that I should be happy.
"Qin Qiuyue, do you dare to deceive me? Watch me catch up to you!" I shouted loudly, raising my foot to chase after her
So he was worried about this!
If you think so, I can rest assured. He could hardly conceal his happiness, laughing foolishly like a child
I was taken aback; turning around, I saw a familiar figure standing at the door. That person was none other than Qin Qiuyue!
What sound is that
Hmph, impossible
Without my phone and computer, I have lost even my last source of entertainment
"How are you here?" I asked in a lowered voice
I shot him a glance, walked to the dining table, ignored his presence, and began to eat my breakfast
I pray in my heart, Qin Qiuyue, oh Qin Qiuyue, please leave quickly and do not seek trouble for yourself
Why is he so stubborn? It's not like Qin Qiuyue is going to eat me, is it? Is this how the genes of the Song family are? Song Naixue has been bullied for so long and still doesn't understand how to resist, while this Song Lixian is just a blockhead, unable to think flexibly at all
Oh, Chanel, if you could be a little more humble, understand the importance of perspective-taking, be less domineering, and recognize each person around you, perhaps we would not have ended up in this situation.
I am not the all-powerful female protagonist from a romance novel, I have only just come to understand this now
He thought that this would make me quiet, but he was gravely mistaken; without a broom, I can still sing!
"It would be fine for me to stay quietly; just return my phone to me, and I won't disturb you." I glanced at him, extended my hand, and made a gesture that indicated "give it to me."